Broken and Damaged

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I’m trying so fucking hard, but man, I have no idea what the hell is keeping me going. Yesterday was such a battle and I’m afraid of a new day, mainly because I blacked out twice yesterday. Unfortunately, my appointment can’t be moved up because I’m a new patient, so I just have to pray that I’ll get answers next month, or at the very least, some new ideas.

Here’s hoping today is a better day, in every way.

 

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5 thoughts on “Broken and Damaged

    • The pain is so bad, I can barely see straight, leave alone complete a sentence. That’s why when people tell me to do relaxation exercises, I want to beat them with sticks. They clearly don’t understand how real this type of pain is.

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  1. I have felt that before … wanting to beat someone with a stick who was trying to get me to relax through the pain. 🙂
    It sucks hun, I’m sorry you are going through this.
    Thank you for being the reason for my first morning smile.
    I am right there with you. My medical doctor told me that people who experienced severe trauma often present with the following: fibromyalgia, migraines, and IBS because it’s a MEDICAL fact that the body cries the tears the eyes refuse to weep.
    If I could give you any advice, it would be to get that eye test that takes pictures of your eye. I did for a random check and they found some things that present the same as you are describing. An eye doctor diagnosed my pain, go figure.
    And thank you for writing about all of this!

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  2. I beg your pardon but are you Lisa ? I suppose I missed alot of back blogs. I believe in you , I do not pick up any immiment perils for you. Try keeping positive. Resilience is a very positive quality of Scorpio.You will rise from the ashes, it’s just an f’ed up time right now for most of us. 🆗🦂🔮♏️🦂🦅

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