Another weekend where a migraine takes me down and out. 😦 It began Friday afternoon and in a little while, it will officially be 48 hours of suffering. I’m not only tired of it, I’m sick of migraines destroying my weekends, days, weeks, months, etc. Not being able to do the things I want and need to do personally makes me incredibly angry and irritated. Unfortunately no one knows how to do things the way I do them, so I force myself to do things when I can, and other times I struggle and beat myself up over it. I figure if the cats have food, it’s okay if I don’t.
I’ve reached that point where everything is boring and uninteresting to me and most things don’t have a taste, and as someone who generally cooks six nights out of seven, that’s truly a testament to how awful I feel because I’m a damn good cook. I am desperately craving a frappuccino from Starbucks (these cravings are so rare for me, as I don’t usually drink coffee. This is my third weekend having this terrible craving.) or a frozen hot chocolate. I know it’s my body screaming out for ice-cold caffeine, but it’s legitimately too hot to go running around over something like that. Technically I could walk down to Dunkin’ Donuts and get something there, it’s not what I want, but it’s a compromise, however the thought of walking in this heat ruins it for me.
So, I get to face the week with this terrible craving for caffeine, praying this pain will end soon. I’m too damn tired for this shit. 😦